Monday, November 05, 2007

By boodust

Well, this must be my infinity attempt to start blogging again because whenever i read my old posts, i find countless entries journaling about my attempts to start blogging and to continue doing it. But why dont i have the nagging doubt that this time is going to be different?

When i was reading the entries i also discovered something amusing. And that is my tendancy to blog in a rhetorical, i-am-talking-to-myself sorta way which i bet you find humourous too. But i seem to have lost that touch of self narration.

Things seem to be pretty queer recently although i admit that perhaps i do not open up nor share enough to and with some people and has a result of my neligence, we are no longer as close as friends as we used to be. I guess i regret that and i am sorry and i am going to try to not close up to me, myself and my circle of mud slapping and sloshing buddies anymore.

I want to be the disciple God had put me onto earth to be and Christ's disciples did not do select befriending so that is no reason why i should or have the right to exclude certain people if that is what i have been doing. And i just want to say that there really is no elite or special clique. We are all made equal in God's sight and anyone whos loves God and is keen to serve Him is part of the great biggg family.

Hey! i think that is too much heavy stuff for a blogging revival so to end on a happy note, I AM REALLY EXCITED ABOUT TUAO! Haha super duper extremly excited. but if course I have alot to do and prepare and to gear my spiritual walk with God more deeply so that i can be ready to share my faith convictingly with the villagers. (:

I am going to blog again. Keep your eyes peeled.